Hello sweethearts
While I'm writing this post, i can't help but think how silly this may sound, but still, i can't help but feel sad for my hair! It's been three years now since i took the crazy decision of cut it, and even when most of the times i don't regret it, i can't help but miss it.
My hair had suffered with my crazyness, changing from super short, to medium, to shoulder, to super long to go back to short, and so on. And about colors...well, it always has been between brunette, to black, and red, which are my favorite colors (my natural color is brunette, like chocolate brunette since under the sunlight it has to turn a little redish).
I love long hair, and every time i saw the beautiful blog of
Miss James and her pretty pictures, with her super long dark hair (she's natural blond but any color she uses suite her perfectly) i can't help but miss it.
Or the amazing blog of Miss
Kinsey
or cutest
Maria whish hair reminds me a lot of mine
These are the blogs that i read, the blogs that i follow, the blogs that constantly i check for inspiration, for ideas, for see pretty things when i'm in the need to see happy faces, pretty families, sisters, kids and so on.
but they are a constant reminder of this:
This one was the day that i chop it off, half of my hair went to the floor and i ended up like this
My poor hair is a free spirit, it likes to wave and fly with the wind
It loves red, but not when i made crazy treatments like blench it :/
It refuses sometimes to be styled in braids or another crazy hairstyle that i want to try
and that's how i took the decision once more to cut it
medium short
I realize that even when it was growing something was different, i was different. It wasn't the same hair, it wasn't the healthy brunette hair that i used to have. I changed a lot the last couple of years, my eating habits changed a lot, and while i was using the same brand of shampoo, my hair felt different. it felt dry, it felt broken, it felt sad.
And like Lewis Carrol said:
(I can't go back to yesterday because I was a different person then)
I'm going to try to be healthy once more, starting this monday, my eating habits and healthy habits are going to change. I'm going back to pilates, like i used to, i'm not going to eat meat, this change is going to be huge because it's not a simple diet, or a simple resolution, it's something that i need desperately, it's something that my soul need, and it started with my hair. I want it to grow pretty, like it used to be, a different hair, a healthy one.